Soulmate

I read in a magazine that a soulmate is someone who will make a change in your life whnether that person stays or not. If that's the case could I have met mine?

I met this person in the most unexpected place, in a chatroom. Like some people, I am a skeptic when it comes to people I get to chat with. Most of the time I don't give out my number to person. This person whom I met was interresting than the other. I can't recall what we really talked about but I gave my number and the person sent me a message. At first, I was replying out of courtersy buecause the person was nice. After a few days the was the exchange of daily messages form morning to night. Usually the messages those messages give me smiles. Then finally, we talked on the phone. Usually, It would take us hours to talk with anything and everything under the sun, moon and even the stars.

We found out that we do like the same things. He even like the ideal guy that I have in my mind. Of course, like the word "ideal " conveys. It will never be perfect.

That person came in the time when things was low in my life. I was trying to figure out a lot of things about myself and with the people around me. It was really surprising that I just known the person for almost month and yet this person was able to appreciate the beauty and the good inside of me. He showed a genuine appreciation though we have never set eyes on each other.
I never noticed with that appreciation I learned a lot. I manage to get up on my feet and learned to love myself again.

It came to a point where we would have to come face to face. We also both knew that after that things might never be the same again.

We took the risk and of course we were both right. We met once and things were never the same. Time and our other things kept us busy. Text messages and phone calls were unheard of. But it's still good.

For some odd reason, I didn't have regrets with what happened. Maybe because I knew from the start that this was bound to happen...

I never had feelings for him. Why? Maybe because he was close to what my ideal guy is in my mind. Thus I felt that it would never work out. My friends say that theylike him for me. I just smile and say. "Di kami pwede. Friend lang talaga."

Truth is, I'll never know if I left a mark in his life like he did in mine. He may or may not be my soulmate. I'm just glad and thankful that he passed by.