Final Chapter

You never proved me wrong.

Goodluck to your life.

Moving on.

sticky note 01

Hey..

I thought I had you figured out.

but I was wrong.

phew!

I'm relieved though I'm sad.

random thought.

What are we?

Friends who sometimes hold hands perfectly.

-Holding Hands
Contributed by crnr_kyck10

Realize

I'm going through a rough time right now.

I feel so vulnerable. I hate seeing myself right now.

On a positive note.

I just realized that I have good friends.

Thank you guys.

Backtrack

I don't have work today and I decided to take some time to myself.

I read my previous post and a lot has happened since I started working. There were bad times but looking back everything had a purpose and everything turned out to be good.

It was something I need right now a bit of positivity. I had a good time. Didn't part ways the right way but everything ended in a good way.

I guess right now I need to stop, take a step back.

scream then breathe

Yesterday, I found out something.

I just found out that I will be torn away from my comfort zone, my strength and my support.

"let's inject a bit of positivity... it's not final ..YET."

Crap!

I really feel down. I know that I am on the losing end. Worst part is there's nothing that I can do to save myself. I'm really about to breakdown.

I wanna get mad. Let hell break loose but I can't. If I try to I still lose but if I keep quiet they would think it's okay.

I'm overwhelmed by my emotions, repressed anger and resentment. It's hard to contain it. I have been keeping it for a long time.

Can I not be numb? How long do I have to feel the pain until I go numb?

Everything is so dark right now.

Welcome to limbo.

random line of the day

The rain has stopped. So has the beating of my heart for you. And I’m going to sleep now.

from Of Rain and Memories
Contributed by seminarista

I Do

"I Do"
Lisa Loeb

when i'm done with thinking, then i'm done with you.
when i'm done with crying, then i'm done with you.
when i feel so tired, then i'm done with you.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -

and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.

you're trying to convince me that what i've done's not right.
i get so frustrated, i stay up every night.
you ask me for an answer, and i'm so tired and i'm up in the air.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -

and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you can't hear it, but i'm feeling this way
just because you say

i will be ignored.
i will be denied.
i could be erased.
i could be brushed aside.
i will get scared, and i will get shoved down,
but i feel like i do beause you push me around.

i'm starting to ignore you, i've doubted you so long.
i'm tired of over-thinking, i know you don't belong.
now i'm asking questions - no one pushes me around.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -

and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you don't seem angry, but i do.
i do.

Goodbye To You

Goodbye To You"
Michelle Branch

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

[Chorus]

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

[Chorus x2]

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star