Ouch!

My Horoscope for today...

Are you expecting major transformations to happen overnight? It's time to face the fact that it's going to take longer than you thought. Whether you are looking for changes in yourself or in someone else, you have to be more patient and realistic about how quickly things can happen. What used to be simple isn't so simple any more -- there are more people involved, and more feelings that could get hurt. Let things unfold the way they will, and the results will be better.


Ironic. Ain't it? Funny.

another letter

Hey, I don't know how we became close.

I can't explain it. Is it something fate has written down for us?

I remember I despise seeing you as they tell me that you keep looking at me.

For some unknown reason, we had an encounter.

We got to know each other.

There was a risk of being close to you.

Still you kinda got through to me.

I just couldn't tell but I was comfortable with you.

I dunno how you see me.

but I somewhat see myself in you.

I feel we're kindred spirits...

I wish to keep you.

But you made the choice...

Part of me wants to be far from you

but you don't want me to.

so what am i to you?

how do you wanna keep me?

I wish I knew.

I wish I knew.

Say that you don't care - Drop n Harmony

Just when Im feeling like were getting closer
Lady, you turn around and drift apart
And now you got me in a state of confusion
I just dont understand what we are Oh yeah
Tell me girl exactly what it is that youre doing
I know youre feeling my company
But is that all I am to you?
Kicking back with someone new
Is that all that you want...?

Chorus:
Say that you dont care and Ill walk away
Say you dont give a damn and I wont stay
But if you feel the same way that I feel
Girl you gotta show it [show it]
Cause girl I wanna know it.

Ahhh...

Tell me you dont know the situation
Cause girl I know you know whats going on
How we be chillin all day, and making love all night
And still I sense that somethings wrong [wrong]
Maybe theres a part of you thats scared and cautious
Maybe you just dont feel the same
Well whatever it may be
Baby just be straight with me,
What exactly is it you want [want]

[Chorus]

Yeah la da da da da da da Oh Yeah Ahh Whoa

[Chorus]

What is it you're feeling
What is it you're needing
I know you know whats going on
So if you feel the same,
way that I feel
Baby come on break it down
tell me what it is you want

Just tell me, Tell me what you want [yea, yea]
Baby just tell me, Tell me what you want [yea, yea]
Just tell me, Tell me what you want

A letter

Hi,

I would like to inform you that there is no need to thank me at all. First, you added damage to my reputation. I won't be surprised if you think I didn't knew. I always knew that you weren't fond of me. I never showed I did. I was civil and I was nice.

I realized that you are a person whom I should have never trusted. I should have been distant from you and your backstabbing personality. I was never comfortable being open to you about how the way I think. You'd never understand me.

You could thank me all you want but it doesn't have any value. I know who you are and how you are. You could try to apologize and explain yourself but I don't think you can justify your intentions.

Partly, i have to blame myself, I did trust you that you knew. You never did. I was too kind. My bad.

Whatever I did, is my own intention. You didn't influence me or anyone else. Its my decision.

So stop the crap. It won't work anymore.

I already know how you see me.

You're not worth keeping.

Let me be.

Reality Bites

A lot of crazy things has happened lately.

I try to recall everything. My head is spinning. It happened so fast. I was happy.

Just a passerby.

Never ever trust and assume.

Shit happens.

Is it a fault to be kind?

Should have been kinder to other and rude to others.

Realized.

Show's over.

It ends tonight.

and the ramblings goes on and on and on....

Reality Check

Almost convince me
You're gonna stick around
But everybody knows
Almost doesn't count

So maybe I'll be here
Maybe I'll see ya around
That's the way it goes
Almost doesn't count