Blogging with the e61

I'm in Starbucks with Ken right now. I'm trying out the wifi of his Nokia e61. It's amusing. Hehehe.

It's like using the ie on the pc only smaller. Cute. I'm thinking if it would be nice to get one since I'm always in Makati and there's a lot of hot spots avialable there. But it means that would have to give up my k800 with its cybershot. Oh.. The dilemma...

Too bad the e61 doesn't have a camera...

Lost

I lost my contacts from my pc recently. I formatted my hard disk and I forgot to backup my contacts. I searched hard for the number of some close friends that I wanna get in touch with. I did found their numbers. I tried to call but one won't answer and the other one cannot be reached. I sent them a message. I don't even know if they will ever reply.

Have I lost them through time?

We have tried to see each other for the past years. Work and other things kept us busy. We barely talk to each other at all. I tried their friendster but it seems that they haven't been using it too. I guess they do wish for the same thing but I will never know. I have a good schedule now and I have time to keep up with them. I do wish even for one day we'd get to catch up with each other again.

How I wish one of them will reply...

Oh Life.

At last!

After a few week, I managed to remember what password and email I was using for this blog. This is my only blog that I can barely maintain.

It has been a month since I used the pc... what has happened???

1. I lost all my songs in my Ipod thus I'm starting to download again now by album.
2. Our team got the early pm shift. 10-7
   
3. I got a new haircut from fix.
4. I'm playing Final Fantasy 12.
5. I'll be getting a SE K800i phone.
6. My throat is hurting.
   
7. I like Tea Square's Four Berries flavor.
   
8. I like White Chocolate Cream with Java Chip from starbucks
   
9. I had 3 days of vacation from work and this is the last day
10. I'll be having a friday and saturday off next shift.
11. I'm so sleepy from the meds I took.
12. I can't eat Tostitos with a hint of lime without any dip. It's sour for me.
13. I've been craving for Japanese food.
14. I've been craving for Sebastian's Ice cream.
15. I've discovered super soft flip flops from Ipanema
16. I'm not good in playing the drums at Timezone.
17. I might get a good deal for a laptop with a dual core processor
18. I finally went to the doctor to check my throat
19. I am finished with the A.P.E for work
20. I've outgrown the candy magazine...somewhat.
    

I hope I get to have time to update my blog next time

Alone

I'm the only one left awake here in my house..

I'm just watching mtv while browsing which is making me bored. Ever since the our new shift started my body adjusted to the Pacific time that my work is following. In three weeks from now there will be a new shift bid. I dunno what will happen since the team has different time schedules that they like. Some would like the 1am mla time, other would like the same schedule that we have now. I would like to have a morning shift this time 6am shift.

Advantages of 6am shift

• Less traffic (going to and coming home from work)
• Everyone will be home for Christmas and New Year
  
• Normal life and more time to go out with friends outside work
  
• Less dangerous when commuting
• There's no vto so there would be more money

Well... That's my opinion when the shift bid comes. It's the majority that will win.

Endless, A Silent Whisper

ENDLESS, A SILENT WHISPER
(Urbandub)

The night belongs to us
We’re caught in a world of our own
We cling to the hope it would change for us
Is it in vain? Is it too late?
Why did it have to be you than I.
I heard the news today.

Is this the beginning of our last dance?
Once around the floor, can we do it again?
I feel the thrill from words we say,
I love you.

Embrace so much tighter
This could be our last together
Heaven sheds tears for the wounded hearts
Our forever has been torn apart

Our vast religions
Won’t help us answer
What was pre-destined for us to have
Since long ago.
It’s hopeless

The world it turns with us
Hold me in closer, don’t let go of me
Now we close our eyes and let go to the night
The night we feel alive.

Vacation.. vacation

I'm on vacation today.

I went home after lunch and I went to the mall to get some groceries and some stuff that my cousin wants me to send her...

Ken and I went to the mall around lunch time and since it's Sunday, the mall is full of people. We ate at Kitaro and I tried the sukiyaki. I never eat noodles atjap restaurants because I can never finish one bowl . I did like the taste and I'm kinda eager to try the other noodles. I was suppose to take pictures but I can never figure out how to take pictures with the Motorola razr that I got.

After lunch, I got the belt and cd that she wanted. My cousin's a big fan ofRobin Padilla so she told me to get La Visa Loca. I don't know if that movie is good though. We went to the supermarket after and luckily there weren't long lines to deal with.

We picked up Ken's mom in Calamba and I bought buko pie for Grapes.

Funny, I didn't really get to do a lot today. So much for a vacation.

Happy Labor Day

It's labor day in the US today. So the work as lighter than our usual mondays since everyone is having time off from work. I got to work early as usual and less than half of the floor is occupied by the people. It a confirmation that the volume of calls are really light and there is vto.

Most from my team opted to stay and completed the shift. Unfortunately. my throat hurts that I had to stop taking calls. I waited for the others and we went to Mini stop to grab something to eat.

I found a new cheap thrill. The belgian chocolate ice cream at Mini Stop.

Yum Yum! Too bad there no Mini Stop here only 711.

Karaoke Nights

Friday night.

There was a midnight madness sale at Glorietta and my team mates and I decided to hit the mall to check the sale.

We were 7 who didn't go to work that day. Grace, Cathy, Lyann, Ron, George and me. We got to the mall at 11pm so we didn't really get to buy stuff except for Ron who bought a jacket. We headed to Masas to eat dinner and we kinda accompanied another team mate Marbin with his date ( George's Niece). Which we all think didn't go too well as we expected since he got too shy and wasn't able to make his so-called moves.

After the dinner and laughs about the date. We drove to libis but since we didn't find anything to do there we went back to Makati and went to Music 21 and sang til 5am. Hehe...

It was fun.

Oo

OO - up dharma down

hindi mo lang alam naiisip kita
baka sakali nga maisip mo ako
hindi mo lang alam hanggang sa gabi
inaasam makita kang muli

nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaahasahang
panahon at ngayon akoy iyong iniwan
luhaan, sugatan, d mapakinabangan
sana'y nagtanong ka lang kung d mo lang alam
sana'y nagtanong ka lang kung d mo lang alam

ako'y iyong nasakatan
baka sakaling lang maisip mo naman
hindi mo lang alam kay tagal na panahon
ako'y nandrito parin hanggang ngayon para sayo

lumipas man ang araw na ubod ng saya
hindi parin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
kung ako'y nagkasala patawd na sana
ang puso kong hangal ngayon lang nagmahal

wooh, hindi mo lang alm akoy iyong nasaktan
o baka sakaling ngang maisip mo naman
puro siya na lang... sana'y ako naman
hindi mo lang alam ikay minamasdan
sna'y iyong mamalayan
hindi mo lang alam hindi mo alam

kahit tayoy mgkaibigan lang
bumabalik lhat sa tuwing nakukulitan
bka sakali lng maisip mo naman
akoy nandito lng hnd mo lng alm
matalino ka naman

kung ikaw at ako ay tunay na bigo
sa laro na ito ay dpat bang sumuko
sana'y d ka na lang pala aking nakilala
kung alam ko lng ako'y iyong mssktan
narito, sana'y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko

hindi mo lang alam akoy iyong nasaktan
o baka sakaling ngang maisip mo naman
puro siya na lang.. sana'y ako naman
hindi mo lang alam ika'y minamasdan
sana'y iyong mamalayan
hindi mo lang alam ohhh

malas mo
ikaw ang natipuhan ko
hindi mo lang alam ako'y iyong nasaktan


**I love this song!!

Panic! at the Disco

"I Write Sins Not Tragedies"

Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I love this song..

Its alive..

After some time.. I can use my computer again...or parts of it. Ken had a spare computer but was lacking of ram and video card. My computer's broken because of the motherboard...

So for the mean time, I'll be using the motherboard and processor of ken. Yay!!

No wo/man is an island...

There is a reality that everyone is talking about someon's back all the time. No matter how close or how nice you are to the person. I just found out that everyone is concerned with something that isn't there anymore. It's almost half a month since it stopped yet people are so intrigued? Why? Why? Why?

There are more than 500 people working the place yet I feel that everyone was watching me during that time? Why? I'm not some celebrity. I'm just somebody. I don't even know why?

I just wish they get on with their lives...

long time..

It's been a long time since I posted. I have been busy with the new schedule and I haven't had time to use the computer since my brother and dad had been taking turns in it. I rarely have time to go online anymore...

Stuff that has been happening..

[At Work] I have been performing less than before I got sick. I have to get back on my feet because I am losing money that I can get. I have been getting more VTO than I need. I haven't had the 80 hours for my payslip. ..

The team's lead csr had his birthday party last saturday. It was fun everyone from the team was there...

[My health]I have gained weight ever since I got out of the hospital. Thank God!

[Summer] I haven't even gone to the beach or anywhere with water and Its starting to rain? Why?!?!

Life is beautiful

I have lived through 43 things...

I saw this post on friendster. I decided to check how many I lived through...


[x] I have eaten more than 5 meals a day.
[x] I have read a lot of books.
[x] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without
stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
Total = 3

[x ] I have been to Europe.
[x] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[x] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[ ] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[ ] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
Total = 3

[x] I have played ping pong.
[x] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[x] I have seen fireworks.
Total = 3

[x] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I have almost drowned.
[x] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to
disappear.
Total = 2

[x] have listened to one cd over & over & over
again.
[ ] have had stitches.
[x]I have been on the honor roll.
[ ] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck
there
[x]I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/
projects.
[x] I currently have a job.
[x] I have been ice skating.
[x] I have been rollerblading.
[ ] I have fallen flat on my face.
Total = 4

[x] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[x] I have been in a fist fight.
[x] I have played videogames for more than 3
hours straight.
[ ] I have passed out from being drunk.
[x] I have watched power rangers.
total = 4.

[ ] I do attend Church regularly.
[x] I have played truth or dare.
[x] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[x] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[x] I've lost weight since one year ago.
Total = 4.

[x]I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[x] I've been in a verbal argument.
[x] I've cried in school.
[x]I've played basketball on a team.
Total = 4

[ ] I've played baseball on a team.
[ ]I've played football on a team.
[ ] I've played soccer on a team.
[x] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[x] I've played volleyball on a team.
[ ]I've played tennis on a team.
[x] I've been on a swim team.
[ ] I've been on a golf team.
Total = 3


[x] I've been swimming more than 20 times in
my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[ ] I've climbed a rock wall.
[] I've lost more than $20.
[x] I've called myself an idiot.
[x] I've called someone else an idiot.
[x]I've cried myself to sleep.
[x] I've had (or have) pets.
Total = 4.

[ ] I've owned a spice girls cd.
[ ] I've owned a britney spears cd.
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync cd.
[ ] I've owned a backstreet boys cd.
Total = 0

[ ] I've mooned someone.
[x] I've sworn at someone in authority.
[ ] I've been in the newspaper.
[ ]I've been on TV.
Total = 1.

[ ] I've been to Hawaii.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ]I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[x] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings
movies.
[x] I've watched all of the Harry Potter movies.
Total = 3

[ ] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[x] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[x] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker.
Total = 2.

[ ] I've been called a geek.
[x] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad
grade.
[x] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
Total = 2.

[x ] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[x] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[x] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested.
Total = 3

[] I've been attracted to someone much older
than me.
[ ] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[x] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[x] I've had/have siblings.
[x]I've been to a rock concert.
Total = 3

[x] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed
it.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've been picked last in gym class.
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class.
[ ] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym
class.
Total = 1.

Backtrack

I have been sick and confined for 5 days in the hosp since march 7. I got sick of typhoid fever and acute gastroentritis. I have been absent for work for 7 days. I missed a lot of events like choosing the shift and the team building in Galera...

I don't mind at all because my concern was my health. It was my first time to be admitted at the hospital. It was a new experience for me. Truth is I'm scared of hospital. Yes, funny but its true. i don't really wanna be admitted at that time but I can't eat or even drink anymore. I was on the verge of dehydration. I felt weak and I looked horrible. Pale skin and dry lips.

Being scared of the hospital is something I fear that I conquered. What I can't conquer is my fear of injection. My veins are so thin and the med tech or doctors had a hard time getting blood and inserting the IV. I will admit that I cry because I was scared. It's something that I won't be ashamed to admit because you see the people that take my blood sweat a lot. They also admit that it's hard to get my blood.

Anyway, I got out of the hospital. Everything feels new again. I spent my birthday at home without anything just spaghetti and barbecue which I couldn't eat. I'm still happy because people that I dpn't expect to remember my birthday...greeted me. I also got my Ipod Video.

My birthday was fun eventhough I still feel weak. It's time to get back to work and start over again. New shift...higher rank!

Little Updates

Tj came to Manila, Last Wednesday, we were able to meet up with him at Glorietta for breakfast and play games at timezone. We ate at Pancake House and was able to chat and update each others lives. It was really fun. We're trying to meet up again hopefully today but with the schedule of everyone clashing...It's not bound to happen.

Anyway, I was reading a book about writing short stories. It was a short explanation and I guess it will be helpful and I'm gonna start working on my first short story soon. The work will be more hectic and tiresome, I hope i have the energy to make the story...

The Concert

I went to the MYMP concert in UPHL yesterday. It was also my first photography stint. They said it was supposed to start at 7 but as usual with Filipinos it started late....

There were also other band that played. The first band is Shamrock. They played their own songs and they covered songs from Incubus, Green Day, Matchbo20, Blink 182 and Third eye Blind. They were also the band who sung the theme song from Sassy Girl Chung Hyang and Jewel in the Palace. I was able to take a lot of shots from them since they're the first band and I asked Ken to take a picture of me with the band. They band was nice and they're very approachable.

Next band was Juana. They played their songs like Pansinin Mo and Goodbye. They also played Said and Done. It was nice to take pictures of the vocalist because she has nice facial expression. Cute.

After that the band that everyone was waiting for MYMP. It took a little longer for MYMP to start because Juris didn't come on the stage and I don't know what the reason was. I saw her shoes and bag and it was nice. Chin however is wearing make-up because of the lights. After I took and used up all my shots I went home because I was tired from standing and taking pictures.

Ken said the pictures that I took were nice for someone who took pictures in low light. I haven't finished the post processing but I made a collage of the pictures that I took from each band. I already posted it on my photoblog.

I think it will take a while before I can finish the post processing because I have to work again.

back to work

After a week of being sick. I was able to go back to work. Our company occupies three floors in the building and our team is supposed to stay at the 12th floor. I didn't want to see everyone yet so I have been taking calls at the 11th floor for almost 5 days. Still they were able to see me because of our team meeting.

Some of my team mates were eager to see me and some I don't know and I don't care. It was nice that I was able to took a week from them and now I feel that I'm a newbie and I don't know anyone. Maybe next week I'll be more comfortabe working.

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Anyway, I signed up for a photoblog today. I called it Keeshy's mobile photography. I'llplace pictures from my mobile phone which I think are artistic and pictures that I have edited and other snapshots from my everyday life.

I'm excited to place more pictures and I'm still browsing my computer for the pictures. I already placed a link on this blog.

Bad case of sore throat

It was Saturday night, I woke up my throat hurts and I feel weak. I had to drag myself to work that night. Good thing, Ken brought me to work. I was planning on going VTO but it wasn't availing so Ken went home early. I was able to work half day but my throat hurts when I speak and when I ate lunch.

I got home, slept and then I got fever and chills and my body was aching so bad... I was able to sleep for the afternoon but when night came, I couldn't sleep because my body was aching. This was the same thing during Sunday morning only I can't speak.

Monday came, Went to the doctor. found out it was a bd care of sore throat. Actually, it was peritonsil abcess. I was given meds and I cant go to work for 3 days because I have to stop talking for 3 days.

Tuesday, I was feeling better but my throat still hurts when I speak. I hope I feel better soon...

Suprisingly, I wanna go back to work

harry potter syndrome

I found the picture while browsing the computer. It was during our graduation. funny right?

one week of nothingness

It's been a long time since I blogged.

I just had a chance to go online since my brother is still sleeping. He has been busy working on his thesis and has been hogging the computer for a long time now. I haven't had a chance to use the pc because of my pst time schedule which means I sleeping at day and working at night.

Wel... anyway....

I had a chance to do some bloghopping and I can say that I'm very impressed at how blogging makes people very creative. Some of the creative blogs that I have seen are created by girls younger than me not that I am old. okay. Makes me wonder why didn't I ever bother to create my own layout for my blog?

Well, I started my blog just before I got my work. My work though doesn't give time to be able to work on my graphic arts and other projects in my computer. I miss editing and tweaking photos. I had a chance to create my website befire but I wasn't able to keep it. I have to be able to manage my time because this is what my works make me do. Miss the stuff that I really love to do. It's something that I love to do even I don't get money for it.

Happy New Year!

It's been a crazy year.
New job,
new friends,
new environment...
seems like a movie...not!

There's a lot of changes that has happened for the year 2005. First, I ended the year of me being a bum. Now I am a certified professional bum...talking all night , sleeping all day. Ofcourse, I made a lot of adjustments with the job that I got. I sacrificed my tv time, internet time, arts and exercise for sleeping. I realized the value of sleeping. In retrospect, I got my job last March 28 and I belong to US team 1, the Kallmasters. It was a long adjustment since March but I have made friends even outside the team. Everyone's is getting along pretty well now. We just had our Christmas party last Dec 28 and everyone did have fun, I guess.

Not everything worked the way that I wanted to. I also have to sacrifice the time with my friends because our schedules are way too different. Two Christmas have passed since we saw each other. There were a lot of goodbyes from friends and batchmates.

I could write everything that made or didn't made sense last year but what is really important is that I'm alive and enjoying my life as it slowly unfolds. It's new year and new things will happen. I can't say what will happen but I'll enjoy my year as it slowly reveals what's is in store for me..

Happy New Year World!!