hot coal

" Holding on to anger is like
grasping a hot coal
with the intent of throwing it
at someone else;
you are the one
who gets burned."
-Buddha, ancient Indian philosopher, founder of Buddhism

Thank Buddha for his philosophy and I will let go of the things that happened yesterday. Karma will get you whoever you are.

I am strong. No one can bring me down so I'm letting this go I won't let it ruin my day.

Nostalgia

My mom and I went grocecy yesterday. It was funny because all of the songs were the ones that we used to practice during the proms back in elementary and high school. It made me remember the stuff that we used to do. How everyone looked. What was the cool thing during that time. The friends that I hang out with.

I wonder...

How is everyone? What changed? Its interesting but I'm too apathetic right now to give it too much thought.

As told by Keeshy

"Someone one told me the grass is much greener on the other side..."

I was looking at my payslips and realized that my hours are slowly going down. Well, I felt bas coz christmas is near and I still haven't bought any gifts. So I decided not to take endshifts anymore..

I have made friends with the so called team b and I found out that they're not really different. MAybe because they don't have vices and they have other priorities or other places that they like to go to. But the grass isn't much greener on the other side. They're just the same shade.

5:07 blogging

I was excited that my friends and I agreed to meet up last saturday, Everything was set the time, place. But then they wanted to change everything until that we just cancelled the meeting.

Truth of the matter, I was sad and dissapointed. I thought they would understand my schedule since they don't have any work the following day and I have whicvh would start very early, then I have to adjust and adjust to everything? I can't afford to do that anymore. Not with the work that I have.